" MOTHERHOOD "

I have just finished watching Motherhood, Possibly one of the best " mommy movies " I have ever seen. I could identify with practically everything she was dealing with.

I love the childhood innocence that fills my mind when watching a good movie. You know what I mean the feeling that ( I can do that, I can make that happen for me.)that I get when watching a movie that involves interests, struggles of daily life, and hobbies I hold dear. Sometimes I find myself forgetting it is just a movie and the people on my T.V. are just actors paid to give a convincing performance. That being said they can still be an invaluable tool in self motivation ( at least for me anyway ).

Anyway back to the movie I am her although a slightly more lazy and currently more full figured version. Feeling like I have given up everything, and what I do doesn't seem to matter, And there is no time to do anything for me. And I even have the husband who never seems to do much and doesn't answer his phone or pick up his socks!

I have things to say mabey they are important to nobody else but me and If so I guess I will just keep writing into this blue void. (Question who decided it was blue? Why is the dark internet void blue?).